this season of love island is starting to ramp up in a major way

...and so is some of yalls propensity to be weird as hell

I am back to discuss love island usa! we will finally be getting into my #thots on the huda and jeremiah saga, what has transpired since my last post, possible predictions and how some of yall should not be allowed to watch reality tv because yall simply cannot behave like normal human beings.

so last night was the 21st episode of the season and…it was a shit show to say the least. why was it a shit show, you ask? because my sister Olandria keeps getting her face played in, of course. but let’s discuss some less pressing topics first. I didn’t mention huda and jeremiah in my last post bc there was simply too much to say but now that it’s officially done and we have a little more context about what happened, I can talk my shit.

I want to start out by saying I was initially ready to root for Huda and felt indifferent toward Jeremiah¹. However, I had my mind made up that jeremiah was officially gutterbutt by the end of the first episode when he backed up at the first coupling when chelly walked past him bc I guess he thought she was gonna kiss him and it’s like woah, first of all, you should be so lucky if that beautiful woman wanted to kiss you and second, she wasn’t even tryna do all that. so I was already side-eyeing him bc I suspected he a latina/foreign/snow bunny lover and once he confirmed that to Ace’s lightskinned leo ass, I was vindicated. and I started to side-eye Huda when she was boo-hoo crying at my sister, Olandria, basically saying she needed to pipe down at the fire pit during the first bombshell recoupling and basically guilted Olandria into apologizing when she aint did nothing wrong. so needless to say that both of them were on my nerves prior to them solidifying their spot as the most insufferable couple on the island. however, it got so much worse than I could have even imagined. I feel like I have to go in on each of them individually and then explain why them coming together was always bound to be a disaster.

we’ll start with jeremiah: Now originally did I think jeremiah was scamming DOWN and that’s why he locked in with huda?? absolutely, couldn’t have convinced me any different. but now that he’s out of the villa and doing the podcast rounds, I think this man is just a nerd who turned hot and is still insecure about himself so he feels like he has to love bomb in order to keep a girl around. I think he was obviously still thinking about winning like I’m not gonna just glaze over that Freudian slip about winning but I don’t think the man is smart enough to try and mastermind a whole winning game plan. I just think he tries to overwhelm women he meets with “look, im such a great guy, don’t you wanna stay with me forever?” and maybe he recognizes it as love bombing and maybe he doesn’t but I definitely think he does too much too fast bc he’s scared that whatever woman he’s with will leave him. and I think that’s just leftover insecurity from maybe not getting as much play in his adolescence versus his adulthood. now just because I can see what he’s doing, do I condone it?? absolutely not, I think that’s fuckboy behavior (aware or not) and maybe he needed a couple more years of therapy before displaying his dating habits on a national (international) stage. and his handling of everything in the aftermath was terrible. like at least ask the girl who you were fucking for 10 days who almost got booted off the island if she’s okay, at least?? Do I think huda’s responses to this have been unproportionate to what has taken place? well yes, ever since she was doing all her commentary day two at the fire pit and cryin abt Olandria checkin her, I’ve thought she’s the queen of doing waaaay too fuckin much and not knowing when to shut her mouth. but I’m not about to just negate all the previous signs that jeremiah was giving fuckboy DOWN because I don’t think that helped matters whatsoever…she can be crazy AND he can be a fuckboy who want attention and can’t communicate properly like…it can be both, meet in the middle, dance all night, word to Yonka.

Now…let’s discuss Huda…jesus. listen, before I dig into her, I need to start this off with a disclaimer: all of you judging and calling her everything but a child of god for being a young single mom, or those being misogynistic toward her, those contacting her ex bfs and baby father, those talking shit abt her bc of what those men have had to say about her²…yall are the lowest of the fuckin low and also are absolutely NO better than what you think she is. like you’re a fucking weirdo, contacting people in her personal life bc you don’t like how she’s acting on a highly produced and edited tv show. you can not like her all day, you see I just typed a whole essay above about how I think jeremiah is a gutterbutt ass man but am I contacting his ex’s and his friends?? and I snooping on his profile’s to find incriminating stuff?? am I commenting on his social medias saying he’s a attention hungry lovebomber who needs to spend more than two yrs in therapy before going around flaunting it bc clearly he has so much more work to do?? right so have your opinions about huda but the dogpiling and jumping to serious accusations of being a full blown abuser are outrageous and yall need to fuckin chill. it should never get this serious over TELEVISION. like some of yall don’t know how to simply watch something, form opinions and move on like normal people. yall always gotta take shit too far. like I said, yall wanna get on huda for being emotionally volatile and irrational and doing crazy, impulsive shit based on how she’s feeling and yall are sittin up here doin the same damn thing. news flash: YOU’RE NO BETTER THAN HER. and you’re proving it right now. based off of how yall are behaving from the comforts of your own homes, yall would react similarly if not WORSE than her if put in the same situations and people would be calling yall all kinds of crazy bitches and abusers too.

now, we can get into what I think is actual valid and fair criticism of huda and her actions. she absolutely needs to learn how to regulate her emotions better. we’ve seen her tone it down in the past few episodes, even saw her pass up an opportunity to tell that big toothed, grinnin ass man JD about himself. however, I think it can be assumed that the more intense she feels, the harder it becomes to regulate how she’s feeling and clearly, she was feeling very intensely about jeremiah and the whole situation. I think huda is also someone who lays it on thick right at the beginning in order to lock down someone due to her own insecurities and two lovebombers don’t make a healthy relationship. I’m not denying the lady is off her rocker a bit and needs intensive therapy for the foreseeable future, that has been made abundantly clear. but the same grace yall are giving to jeremiah in terms of “he reacted this way bc huda was being crazy” why is huda not afforded the same grace? maybe she lashed the fuck out bc this man was feeding her false promises and not being completely transparent with how he was actually feeling instead of trying to appease her. Now don’t get me confused with Huda Hive or a Huda Defender: she could go home tomorrow if it means one of my main girls (Olandria, Chelly, Cierra and Amaya) can stay. But I think that she deserves to have a second chance to show to others and herself that she can be normal about her emotions and how she reacts to things. now, is it completely fair that jeremiah is now gone home and huda is the only one who can have a redemption now? no, I don’t think so and in a perfect world, jeremiah would have stuck around but I’m also not like these gotdamn #justiceforjeremiah bufoons like I’m not about to go to bat for a man, please be serious. I don’t care that he’s gone honestly but yes, objectively, it would be a more fair situation if he was still there, especially bc him and miss dominicana were connecting. However, everyone online who is pissed as fuck and lashing out at the other islanders simply bc this man is on a plane home rn are absolutely annoying and foolish and delusional. That man is NOT coming back, no matter how many comments you leave on the love island instagram account. if you’re THAT upset that jeremiah is gone, maybe stop watching the season?? like if every time something happens, you’re crying about jeremiah, what the hell are you still watching for?? go watch jeremiah’s tiktok or instagram or better yet, watch his podcast interview(s) if you love him so bad but news flash: HE’S OFF THE ISLAND AND HE’S HOME NOW! GET OVER IT!!

Okay now I had a plan to just run through and give an update on all the couples but I started this before casa amor and now there’s fifty leven people in the villa. so I’m just gonna rant about what I’m upset about from the last couple eps + the online chatter.

First off, I fear that this post I made will remain evergreen bc yall keep showing examples of what I talked about here over and over again. Black women aren’t allowed to exist peacefully unless they are doing and acting how everyone else wants and/or thinks they should. This brings me to the Olandria of it all. I will start by saying I do have a bias and that bias is, I will support and give a Black woman grace until I can’t anymore therefore, I am still locked in with my good sis. Do I think that her being saved this most recent time is her last chance to really let go of taylor and pursue another connection?? I do, otherwise, it probably is in her best interest to go home. BUT!!! there are people who want her out the house or who hate her now because she’s acting a little coocoo for coco puffs rn. i need yall to stop acting like you’re so above it all. every single one of you have done embarrassing things in the pursuit of someone and you’re fuckin lying if you deny it OR you’re so delusional yourself, you don’t even realize that’s what you did/were doing. My sister could not see the forest for the trees!! everybody’s going on and on about how taylor has been showing her this whole time he doesnt like her, yeah to US!!! are yall not listening to her when she speaks?? she thinks this man was trying to respect her and being a southern gentleman. she doesn’t want the connection to have a foundation of lust. yeah, we can take that as he hates her bc we have the additional context, once again, SHE DOES NOT!!! yall are so quick to give grace to men but where is it for women? or oops for BLACK WOMEN specifically bc Huda has a whole hive living for her redemption arc. where is the grace for my girl Ola? and this is why I have to stick beside her bc if I dont, WHO WILL?? Olandria is not the only girl in that villa to be stuck on someone who isn’t as invested as they are so pls spare me. also should taylor not have been a big boy and used his words to say outright that he doesn’t like Olandria?? bc she strikes me as the type to bring something straight to somebody if she has an issue and so it’s clear that she assumes the same for other people. So even if she was feeling weird or off about the connection due to his actions (or inactions), I think she assumed that he would simply just say that he isn’t really feeling it like an adult person. but no, instead he chose to use my sister until he got the lightskinned woman of his choice and now my sister is dropped like a hot potato. also those of you saying that my girl is boring or she’s bland simply bc she’s not crashing out every 2 seconds is crazy. the girl has definitely showed personality. unfortunately, most of her storyline is tied to taylor and otherwise, they don’t really be showin my sister so…how are you gettin this definitive assessment of her personality? it’s her fault this show hate showing Black women unless they in some shit?? yall just have a bias against Black women and its showing and its ugly. I’ve also noticed that the main people some of yall want out the villa include my two Black sisters, Chelly and Olandria and yall are still convinced yall don’t got some repressed anti-Blackness??? ok. you bitches put so much pressure on women, tenfold for Black women, to be perfect but these non-Black hoes get to do whatever they want and still be liked. I simply just know who you bitches are and yall are gutter and nasty. and I agree with the people saying that if she got saved just to try again with taylor after he’s made it explicitly clear he doesn’t wanna be with her, she should go home. bc I also don’t want to watch any woman grovel for a man. HOWEVER, alot of yall are going about it so nasty and being disrespectful as hell. so now a part of me wants her to stay as long as possible just to spite you loser freaks. also about the nic of it all…don’t be mad at my girl if she not down with the swirl like are we forgetting white men are evil?? and everybody keeps bringing up jalen and just bc he was “nice” she shoulda picked him…that man gave nothing, yall. sorry, like yeah he seems sweet but it wasn’t a lot going on with him and maybe she just don’t like him??? why is that a CRIME?? and everyone’s like “oh they already brought a bombshell for her and she shot him down”…do you know how many bombshells came in last season for the express purpose of keeping rob in that villa?? so you can miss me with that, I dont wanna hear it. at the end of the day, my girl STILL in the mothafuckin house and yall can STAY mad about it. I do need my sister to stand up though…pls.

my main thing is about the huda thing, the ola thing and even the chelly thing: yall don’t know how to be normal about not liking people. yall always gotta take the shit too fuckin far. it’s not enough to not like someone, yall have to denigrate their entire character and it’s disgusting. just be fuckin normal!!!! is it that hard???!

to wrap this up, it’s forever defend and protect my sisters from unnecessarily harsh criticism. you can point out and critique but I and other people with sense can tell when it comes from a nasty ass place and yall are telling on yourselves so fuckin bad. leave my Black sister alone and give them the grace yall give all these men and non-Black women.

1. as I do with most men on reality tv bc… if you start at neutral, there’s little to no chance of them making you regret rooting for them when they, inevitably, do some gutterbutt activities

2. which may or may not be true, men be lying